Week one of the new journey is going
great…. I could definitely get used to this! After a lovely Bank Holiday I woke
up on Tuesday morning and felt strangely comfortable. I didn’t feel I should be
somewhere else i.e. in the rat race pounding the pavement trying to get a long
walk in before settling into my day at the office, I just felt content.
It is
surprising how busy you can be when you are not working…. Ok so I know I am in
the honeymoon period. This week was always going to be easy, I have just
finished work I have a few days off and it certainly helped that the sun was
shining. But I also have that excited giddy feeling that I am on to a good
thing here.
So I have enjoyed the freedom and done lots
of yoga. As I have a few private classes lined up for next week I wanted to go
through some class plans and sequences because the weekend will be taken up
with my kids teacher-training course. I was practicing lots of balances and
found a whole new connection to each pose…. I found the balance point. As I am
finding a lot at the moment my daily routine is often reflected in my yoga
practice…. So this week I have a nice balance of me time, yoga time and life
planning time J and this absolutely transferred into my balancing poses.
I always thought I had good balance, but
where did I get that from? I can roller blade and ice skate and somehow figured
this meant I had good balance but I was often frustrated when it came to
balancing poses in my yoga practice. I am quite flexible, thanks to my
gymnastic days, but often find I can’t quite get the balance I want. My leg
shakes and I loose focus or I simply cannot stay still on one leg. I know my
body can do it but for some reason I found it difficult to hold these poses…
and my desire to push myself left me frustrated and a few close calls of my
face going smack into the floor where I didn’t listen to my body as it was
totally falling over.
However, this week I found a whole new
balance. Without even realizing it I was holding balancing postures and what’s
more I was going deeper than I had ever done. I couldn’t get enough of them. I didn’t
suddenly discover a new ability to balance but rather stopped overthinking it,
as I have done with so many things in my life at the moment. I am in a lovely
place where I don’t have to stick to any routine apart from my own. I have
things I want and need to do each day but there is no schedule apart from how I
feel in the moment.
I have a balance in my day and for the
first time in a while I am not on a rollercoaster, which is being controlled by
other people…. I am going at my own speed. It’s that lovely aaaahhhh moment
when you are doing a balance and you achieve the perfect push and pull resistance
and it just works with minimal effort.
My advice is to let your mind open to how
you want your day to go and find your perfect balance.
Namaste xx
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